harmony is overrated.

sucks to be back

its been more than a week, and im still having withdrawals.

i did miss people back home. but i was never one bit homesick and never ever missed singapore food.
seriously, whats there to miss when yu've got shake shack burgers dripping with shack sauce and fried portobellos oozing with melted muenster cheese paired with root beer floats. fluffy yet brown blueberry pancakes with that special clinton st maple syrup that costs $1.50 more to top up as gum learned the hard way. chili cheese dogs with papaya juice. endless choices of cheap and good mexican food instead of just taco bell/cafe iguana/margarita's back here. oh the list is endless.
ok so i did enjoy my bachormee, oh luat, bbq chicken wings, sambal stingray and satay so far. but i am in severe need of pinkberry with rice cake yoghurt chips and blueberries and some jamba juice. for serious.

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i miss the sugarcoated happyness of themeparks, yelling idiotically on coasters for that fake adrenaline rush, walking the skin off my soles, lazing on the beach, floating in the sea, burning my skin till i get new moles, shopping at outlets like there's no tomorrow, spamming timeout for good food to eat, pretending to be one of the purpose driven in new york, sunsets at 830pm,

argh. its just killing me.

oh, and not to forget studly harrison.

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doesnt help to start off with the ultimate in boring - geriatrics.
ok so some aunties and uncles are kinda cute in their wrinkly prune way, but there's only so much of incontinence odours, shitpelleted wards and hokkien i can take.
plus we start off with chiongster monstarr ultimate pwnage tutor.
" its not her problem, its yours"
wahhhh okay. some niceness on day1.

and though i suppress the nagging at the back of my head thats its goddamn m5, all those chiong shits around me bring it all back. but manny and me just wanto sleeeeep. i dont know what to blame my need for sleep on anymore but just pure lazyness. sigh.

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sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.

please just bring me back to 1st of may and i'd do it all again.