i hate study break.
too many days at home makes me feel like a frickin hermit crab.
i am bored to shit. i am sick of studying from CAs. even when i try to study, not much goes in. and i think tt's such a damn waste of time. since im not doing proper studying, why ain't i out enjoying myself rather than torturing myself for what shit use? damnit.
i need to get out of my house. out of my fucking claustrophobic room.
but they tore down the coffee bean at the airport so i have nowhere to mug with manny.
i like US but its so damn frickin far. and i need bryan to be workin to get free drinks.
fuck.

reason #2 to hate test-exam period-
i missed xian's and beng's bday.
beng's was an indirect miss cos my mom felt i dint work hard for CAs so i shdn't dare go enjoy myself.
its like their frickin 21st bday which only comes once in a lifetime and i missed it.
i feel like shit. i am a fucking lousy friend.

screw this life. what the fuck am i doing.

bubble popper

bubble popper.

zhong was kind and helped me check neuro results today.
i got 83. damn happy!
so i msg back - are yu sure yu see correct? whoohoo yippee yay!
and zhong says. - hahaha i got 90 lor.
riiiiight. -POP- goes my bubble
frickin one mark to primary school A star maybe???!!
this is crazy shit.
my 83 not pri school band 1.. kena smack by everyone sia.
poot.
but i am still happy for 83 :)
considering i dint know on-off receptors till tt morning.
and i was damn distracted cos i 'lost' my phone b4 the test.
2 down. 3 to go.

i played dota today. it is addictive.
i have this feeling i am gonna be doomed for pros.

ok this is my last day of freedom..
tmr onwards its back to the frickin books.

gummy- yu and me MUST NOT be the frickin slowest anymore!!!
even though it is really nice to msg some one at 3 frickin am in the morning and get a reply.
haha it is always nice to know i am not alone :) thanks nerdgum for being a slowpoke like me
ahhahahaha!

poor bryan had to stay up too though he's done with skul.
i got him to stay up all night to accompany me so if i got bored or needed a break i cld call him.
or if i got too stress i cld call him to cry and whine.
or if i needed supper i cld get him to buy from 85 for me haha.
i even took naps and got him to wake me up!
ahhaa.
the perks of having a boyfriend :)
thank yu bryan. tho yu will never read this cos yu have no internet ahhahaa

med skul is crazy. whole shitloads of crap to study..
my study-at-the-last-minute tactic is not working too well anymore.
fuck.
for micro b i slept from 530-7 am
for patho, i dint even frickin sleep! i kept dozing tho so i resorted to standing up to study.
hahaha wtf right. i know i am nuts. but it worked.
i dint get krispy kreme glazed eyes like gummy.
gummy KO-ed on me.. died at 5plus.
but at 6 am i started to feel giddy.
i was just sitting down reading abt the damn breast and then i just started to fall towards the left.
when i got up to go brush my teeth i couldnt frickin walk straight.
and then my eyes couldnt focus. i think if i let them go they would roll to the back of my head.
so thruout the whole test i had to make a conscious effort to prevent nystagmus ( haha this is a medical word! i am such a geek. pui) and keep from falling off the chair.
but after pots was over, i was suddenly alive again!
whoohoo!!! : )

went holland v nydc for lunch with some medi people. it is nice to have human contact after being holed up in my room for weeks with just fucking mosquitoes for company. they actually bit thru my rgs pe shirt!?!?

then wento town to meet bryan! we watched date movie which is damn fucking stupid. the counter trainee fake us say 1h50mins. actually only 1h15 mins laaaa...
we wld have watched final destination instead if we had known it was only 1h15mins.. FD3 is 1h45 mins.
so if yu face the same dilemma as me, please dont make the same stupid choice.
the funny parts of date movie are all in the trailer or the first part of the show when shes doin the milkshake dance.. the remaining bits are just like so stupid yu wanto blow yur own fucking brains out.
but sophie monk is HOT!!! her name like damn familiar.. and then i realised she's one of the girls from bardot! does anybody remember bardot? some like aussie pop idol shit and they even came singapore.. but now disbanded alr.
she's hot! i like her hair color. damn blond.
anyway the show is still too stupid to watch it for her.
the british guy is just mother fricking ugly and irritating. like no1 his hair fucking sucks. floppy hair!?!?!?!?
yuck. and his orgasm noise is just like WTF. -_- why does he hafto make noise in the first place?!?!?!
ugh.

now i hafto waste more cash cos i tink i wanto catch finaldestination. i read that its damn gory.. the best of the 3!
hm. nice! hahaha

ok i tink i am going to spend some of my freedom in front of the telly now.
i hope there's malcolm showing.
i spent most of my dinner time when i was at home studying watching malcolm from 630-7 on star world.
i like reese.
:)

anyway, thanks zhuan and gummy for tagging!
my blog isnt so empty now :)

new blog!

i am really a computer idiot.. took me so long just to get this lookin presentable.. pui!
wanted to give up halfway.. but too late cos i deleted the other blog.

deleted it cos i realised my mom was reading it. poot.
some things parents just shdnt get to know.
so goodbye to pleasedtobeatyou.
was getting sick of the template anyway.
i like this one better now :)

oh yes.
happy 21st beng!!
my darling partner in judo and swimming and train rides home.. :)
sorry i cldnt be there.. bet it was great fun!
must tell me all abt it when we meet up yeah?

ok for now its sleep.